Update on house hunting

Sjoe i can't believe how difficult it is to find our ideal house. SO far we have viewed close to 50 houses yes you heard right 50 houses .We know that we wouldn't find our dream house but something that we can work on of course with a good price

80% of the house we view was terrible, i am sorry to say but some people taste ha!!!!!15% was workable but with small stands, we need atleast 1000sqm and only 5% suits us best. So far only two houses that we are interested on and the problem is the prices they are out of budget by R200k and R300k. House "A" that we definitely want to buy the seller is not under pressure to sell so not sure if the will accept the offer that is less by R200k. House "B" the seller is in financial strain the agent thinks that He will look at the lower offer, i did a deed search on the property the owner owes more than what we are prepare to offer.I spoke to the agent this morning about an offer to House "A" that we are prepare to give and she said i must put it in writing. I am hoping that the Seller will accept the offer. I am really tired of This and soon we will be homeless.

Health Clinic

On Sunday I had an interesting conversation with one of pregnant ladies from the church. She told me that she has been TTC for 11yrs and she tried everything and nothing worked( She was diagnosed with unexplained infertility) until she tried a health clinic in Soweto and after three months of treatment she conceived and she due this month.

Three years ago I made a promise to myself that i am not going to run around looking for a miracle workers as i did in the past but after hearing this i decide that let me try it because at the moment i doing a project in Soweto and it is on my way. Yesterday I had my appointment , they use Iridology
for diagnosis. They discovered that i have clots in my womb which prevent enough blood flow in my womb. Afterwards i was did in a detox machine and then,the nice part was the body massage. I was given about seven bottle of different herbs and the follow up appointment is in four weeks.

Update!!!!

Nothing much has happen since my last post i was working a lot, i don't even believe that all the long weekends has past without me enjoying them. I am so happy that things are now back to normal.

We are still hunting house, i can't believe how the property value has dropped it is a good time to buy. So we have decided not to rush into buying, the transfer of our current house will take place in about six weeks. This weekend we are viewing 4 properties and 2 bank repos so we will probably make an offer.As soon as we have sorted out the house thing we will start the adoption process.

Changes in POA

Lot of things has happened this month but i haven't had much time to blog. The good news is that we got an offer on our property, so we are moving back to Pretoria i am so happy.

AF was due on Wednesday and yesterday she showed her ugly face in the early hours, the go my hopes for this cycle. Initially we decided that we will do another IVF this month but yesterday after a long chat with DH we decided not to go ahead. At this stage we are so busy early this month we got a big project, starting a new project it is very stressful that is why we are putting it on hold. Last year before we started with IVF DH wanted us to change clinics but i didn't want to do that because i love Vitalab but now i think is time for change. We have been with VL for over 3yrs now i will really miss them especially Dr J. We are thinking of finding a FS in Pretoria i know the are two clinics or more but i still do need some recommendations.

For now will continue with adoption process , i don't think the waiting list is that long for black babies.

Happy Birthday Sweetie

To Oarona,

Wishing you a very happy day. I pray for you that God bless you with Divine Health and a sound mind. B and I love you so much you will always be our little girl.

From Here..

Since our failed IVF DH and I haven't have talked, so this past weekend we went to the farm to relax and talk. Every time i am from the farm i feel like a brand new person. I am so relaxed.

So DH and I we talked about the POA,we decided that we will go ahead IVF next month will probably start with BCP in two weeks time provided that I am not pregnant(Ha Ha a girl can't stop hoping). Here are my POA's:
1. Eating Healthy
2. Drinking my 2,5 liters
3. Drinking Vitamins( I hate pills)
4. Exercising
5. Try Acupuncture
6. Lots of prayers and meditations

The other interesting topic that come up was adoption, i am glad that DH raised it because i didn't want to raise it because we did adopt at one stage and things didn't go well after a year she went back to BM. DH didn't want us to adopt at that time but i insisted. We will be starting the adoption process soon , i am so excited.

My faith in God

This past week i was asking myself questions lots of why's , it was too hard for me to understand why I got BFN because i did everything right prayed, confessed and even gave up coffee. All these past Seven years what kept me sane was my faith to God, i know he loves me and he wants best for me. Always when things get tough i get comfort from Him, he is my strength and my refugee. When i speak to him it seems like he understand best.

I spend most of yesterday talking to God and you know what i am feeling much better and i have made peace with the failed IVF. I though about the farmer, he will sow a seed on the ground and when the time/season is right he will reap the harvest. So i know when the time is right i will also have my children. The bible says "the shall be no barren in thine land". I believe the word of God, because it is true and it will come pass in my life.

One of these days my life will be the testimony of the Grace of God.