Day 2 of Stims

IVF process has officially started, my first injection was yesterday. I am so praying hard that this is it for us, it has to be. I am still maintaining my confession that THIS IVF IS A SUCCESS. I am giving everything that i have for this, i am using my stubborn faith to receive my miracle babies.

I know that if you're reading this you think that i am not realistic considering the fact that the success rates of IVF is about 40%. In my life i have always had plan B that if this doesn't work i will do this. This time i don't have a plan B , i am using my faith to make this to be a success. Faith make things to be possible.

Where is AF

I was hoping that AF will arrive today because this is my third day since i finished the BCP. Last time it came exactly on day 3 , i was really hoping that if it arrive today and tomorrow i will go to VL for scan. I really hate the traffic during the week and i am not a morning person.

Waiting Patiently.......for AF

My last BCP was yesterday , i am now waiting for AF . Strange enough i never thought in my life that i will wait or be happy to see her.

This time around i am so emotionally prepared for IVF, I feel peace about the whole process . Last time was very different it seems like i am doing something wrong which was not according to God's will for me. I know about four people personally who did IVF and i never had a problem with them doing it and I even prayed for them but for me it was different it seems like i was playing God or doing something that is against to God's will.

The whole of January i did a lot of praying and studying about Infertility God's way. I am so happy that AF took about seven weeks to arrive because it gave me time to come in terms with everything and to know the purpose of God about my life.

The bible says" We having the same spirit of faith, according as it is written, I believed, and therefore have I spoken, we also believe, and therefore Speak" 2 Cor 4:13

So I going to speak here it goes " I DECLARE THAT MY IVF IS A SUCCESS"

So Sad....

My SIL phoned me yesterday to tell me that her DH wants a divorce it is so sad. I always knew that this will happen one day but i thought the other way around, the guy never showed love or respect to my SIL . I wouldn't get in to details but my SIL is so hurt she really loved the guy.

It has been long...

Sjoe i don't believe how time has flown, i was so busy i didn't have time to post anything. So a lot of things has happened.

After my cancelled IVF it took for ever for AF to arrived so i did three HPT which came out +tive but very faint, Boom AF arrived. Started with BCP on the 29 January the last pill is on Wednesday then i will start with second round of IVF. This time around they have reduce the Menopur to 3 amp a day instead of 4 amp last time. I am doing Cetrotite instead of Lucrin.

Strange enough but i am still enjoying the gym, for last month i lost 23 cm all over my body. When i did the assessment i only needed to lose 14cm , about 10cm in my hips but in that department i only lost 4cm, so i need to work on my Hips.

My friend that got married in December she is pregnant, yes she is. She was pregnant before she got married but she didn't tell me a thing. Just before the wedding she gained a lot of weight, i didn't think that she was pregnant it didn't even cross my mind. Now she ignoring me, i know she feel guilty because we are Christians NO SEX BEFORE MARRIAGE. I will not judge her, no one is perfect and God is Just to forgive our sins. I just wish that as a friend she could have told me something but she just ignoring me always in a hurry. We see each other at church and unfortunately she can't hide it because she looks like five to six months pregnant. My DH said i must leave it if she want to tell me she will come to me.