Day 3 of Stimms

So today i mixed the injections like a pro, maybe i have to consider changing careers. Being a Nurse..hmm!!! coming to think about it I always wanted to be a Nurse, i could see myself wearing those white dress . It will be really interesting to be a fertility nurse, ok let me stop now the next i will be filling application forms to study Nursing.

I am doing the final touches of the Bridal shower for my friend for Saturday, I don't even have an idea how am I going to get her to the venue.of the bridal shower. I was thinking that i will tell we are going to do nails and it was my treat but she beat me on it she did them yesterday eish not good. Any ideas??.

I started with Menopur today

I went for scan this morning and everything is looking good so i started with stims. The injection was really eina, I am not looking forward for tomorrow because i will be doing it myself.

I am so impress with SARS, i did hubby tax return with efilling last Sunday and today he Got his money. I wish i have done mine also electronically, so hubby gave me some money to spend on myself.

Baby Boom

This morning 4am i got a text message that three ladies from our church just had their babies and i must organise the gifts for them. It seems like every third lady at our church is pregnat. I so trust that with this IVF i will get my BFP and join the preggy team.

Tomorrow i am going for scan need to leave my house by 05h30 to beat the traffic i am not a morning person i always struggle when i have to go to VL.

She is finally here.....

AF arrived early this morning i am so happy to see her, i know it very strange. I am going to VL Monday for scan, hopefully i will start with menopur.

This morning strange thing happen my Maid told me that God told her to pray for three for a baby and give an offering of 5 cents to the church. I really trust in God and if is what he want for me i will do it.

Hectic Weekend

As i was about to prepare super on Saturday evening, my arms was so painful which became unbearable. I tried put to some ice and hot water but nothing help I never felt so much pain in my life. I was crying feeling sorry for myself poor DH wanted to take me to hospital but I refuse. I started praying, declaring healing in my arms after 2 hrs, I started feeling better praise be to God.

After few minutes my uncle called informing me that my cousin has just had her baby, I was hoping that before she gave birth i will be pregnat. Ha!!! wishful thinking to top it all she still very young 19yrs old . I practically brough her up she and my younger brother they like my children never even consider her as my cousin but a daughter to me. From a tender age i use to love children, i saw myself as a mother with a very big family. DH and I decide that we will have four Children and will adopt two on our mid fourties. I just pray that atleast with my IVF i conceive twins. Will love to have triplets.

At our Church I am teaching children church, i love those children my Sundays is full of hugs and kisses something to look forward to. I have identical triplets on my class they are so cute.

I got menopur script on friday, so today went to dischem to get them to my shock their supplier do supply it. I thought the go my R3100 saving from menopur, the pharmacist was so kind to phone around for me and i got them from clicks pharmacy with almost the same price. So far I saves R700 from Lucrin and R3100 from menopur. I really can't understand why Vitalab is so expensive, anyway thank God for Veli.

Exodus 23:25-26

Long Protocol IVF

I started with Lucrin injection yesterday, it was not bad as I imagine. I just had a terrible day yesterday not sure if it was side effect from lucrin but today I feeling great spend the whole day cleaning my house.

I am so alone

I have been so busy haven't have time to post. I am doing my own books for my company, thank God because i am finished now i can concentrate on other things.



I am starting my first injection of Lucrin on Friday, i really don't believe that this is really happening sometimes i fell like i can pitch myself. Why things are so complicated for some of us?? I really feel so alone with this whole process of IVF, no one to share my feeling with other that my DH. I phone my one friend that i grew up with on Sunday but i couldn't bring myself to tell her, at this stage i don't need some negative comments.



My other friend she is getting married in December, i don't want to bore her with my IVF i just want her to enjoy planning her wedding which i am helping her with. My mom on the other side i can't really speak to her because she believe that i have to let nature take its course.



from my family side no one has problem in having children, so is me, me alone. My in laws at least they understand our pain. My DH has two sisters, one has one child and the other one has none. I wish i can speak to her but she so reserve i don't even know how to approach her.



So I am all alone in this, knowing me i just love to talk but also i don't want to be hurt.

Reach out Southern Africa

Yesterday was month end, I was not working which was good for me. I had terrible headache since I started minulette, hope it will subside as time go on.

Today it was a big day for our church, we are distributing 2 million free copies of our daily devotional( Rhapsody of Realities) to the Southern Africa. As we distribute the ROR people where so exited to receive the word of God, it was so fulfilling it made me to feel good about myself. The smile in people face made my heart melt.

Message for today:
You're a Victor in Christ Jesus

But thanks be to God, which giveth us the victory through our Lord Jesus Christ(1 Cor 15 : 57)

Prayer
"Dear Father, thank you for bringing me forth into a life of continous victory. I refuse to be subjected to crippling principles of the world, because i walk in the light of my victory today and everyday,in the mighty Name of Lord Jesus Christ. Amen."